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I've been busy all over the year end at this point (as any normal human being you assume I am) I am dead tired. Not "bad" tired but... needing to do nothing for some time. The sad part is, It wont happen. This month in particular has been a particular draining one, financially and time consuming. I haven't got the time to cut my hair yet. CUT MY F*KING HAIR. I can use ponytail by now, and as my beard grew large if I dress accordingly I could pass as a Homeless man or a Drifter.
So many things, so little time... I don't like to complain -_- but Those are some of the reasons I had so little activity here in DA this end of year. And I REALY want to have time to dedicate my self into improving my paintings, I only hope next year I get some time to do things.
And for any fellow devianrartist here I have to say, I am still painting and will finish and post my paintings as soon as I am able. But as I have roughly 1-3 hours per week for painting it's taking long for the paintings to come as I want them to be (perfectionist much?).
(Last night I had to take care of a clinically depressed teen cousin because he ended with his 1 month girlfriend, and had about 3 hours of sleep before waking up and have to work)
And here is something:
Just a random nice guy. Whenever I feel angst, sadness, anger, etc, I used to sketch some random creepy horror monster/scene. Needless to say I made some heavy sick drawings in my teens. (ballpen in the back of a print test wile my computer was loading).
And here is a Tiny little preview of my ongoing painting for harry-botter.deviantart.com/
I ams sadly taking long to finish it but in hopes it turns out nicely.
So many things, so little time... I don't like to complain -_- but Those are some of the reasons I had so little activity here in DA this end of year. And I REALY want to have time to dedicate my self into improving my paintings, I only hope next year I get some time to do things.
And for any fellow devianrartist here I have to say, I am still painting and will finish and post my paintings as soon as I am able. But as I have roughly 1-3 hours per week for painting it's taking long for the paintings to come as I want them to be (perfectionist much?).
(Last night I had to take care of a clinically depressed teen cousin because he ended with his 1 month girlfriend, and had about 3 hours of sleep before waking up and have to work)
And here is something:
Just a random nice guy. Whenever I feel angst, sadness, anger, etc, I used to sketch some random creepy horror monster/scene. Needless to say I made some heavy sick drawings in my teens. (ballpen in the back of a print test wile my computer was loading).
And here is a Tiny little preview of my ongoing painting for harry-botter.deviantart.com/
I ams sadly taking long to finish it but in hopes it turns out nicely.
Commissions Open
For anyone interested, I'm open to comissions. Price may range: US$ 10 Character full body sketch US$ 15 Character full body sketc + flat colors US$ 25 Character full body sketch + paint US$ 45 Character full body sketch + paint + simple BG If you'd like something more personalized or request by bunch, DM me and we can arrange a deal. Payment with payPal.
Update...
If people follow any of the international news it's hard to miss about Brazil's recently elected facistic loony. It's not nice and is getting worse. If global climate has you worried, don't be. We'll most probably die, so just enjoy the ride into oblivion, like a oneway roler coaster with an amazing dead end.
My city, usualy in the top 5 most deadly capitals in Brazil, has made international headlines. https://www.aljazeera.com/indepth/features/brazil-belem-rogue-cop-run-militias-laws-190725221825582.html
My job also fired most of my peers, I most certainly will be unemployed by 2020 together with over 13 million brazilians.
Good luck for
The fight goes on
This weekend will define much of Brazil's future. I stand horified with how bad things already are, police invading universitys illegaly to censor lectures and political debate.
I've survived so far, I'll keep on surviving whatever happens but with no hope of a better future for this agricultural colony we disguise as a country.
Annnnnd.... problems never ever end...
My girlfriend's grandmother (that raised her like a daughter) passed away... a vicious cancer took her from us, she was only 63 years old.
I tought that, painful as it is, we knew this would happen, and once it did, all we'd have to do is deal with our sorrow. But no... life is a cunt. One of my girlfriend's aunt, the dearest one, most kind and most humble, wile carring for her mother in the hospital fell sick. We tought it was just pneumonia... but nooooo. It's worse and we don't know what it is yet.
Life...
plz... stop your shit.
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Ah, perfectionism, my old "friend". It can either stifle creativity (my excuse), or drive us to produce extraordinary work, like yours. I love the portrait of what I assume is a Lupain, and your sketched monster would fit flawlessly into a lineup of H.P. Lovecraft's usual suspects. Your cousin is lucky to have you in his life; hopefully he realizes that, and expresses his appreciation when things are looking up again for him, if he hasn't already.
Experience has taught me that having a horrible night's sleep can sometimes lead to a great one the following night (physical pain and/or chronic insomnia notwithstanding). I hope tonight's sleep is much more restful for you, that this holiday season brings you happiness, and that the new year gives you ample time and the wherewithal to enjoy your artistic pursuits*.
* and cut your hair the way you like it
Experience has taught me that having a horrible night's sleep can sometimes lead to a great one the following night (physical pain and/or chronic insomnia notwithstanding). I hope tonight's sleep is much more restful for you, that this holiday season brings you happiness, and that the new year gives you ample time and the wherewithal to enjoy your artistic pursuits*.
* and cut your hair the way you like it